The eyes are windows to our soul. It never lies. You just need to have the guts to decode the message that lies within. It’s up to you if you want to perceive it in a very positive note or truthfully.
There are some people who muster up their courage if they’re tiddly. It’s not a very reliable source of strength for it’s a fuel to confusion to the person on the other end. It has pros and cons because it gives a temporary happiness and paints a smile on the face but after the effect has gone off, reality sets in. It’s actually a cowardly act masked in the giddy feeling brought about the unexpected warm fuzzies.
The perceived message:
Hi. I miss you, but I’m such a fool for not saying it directly nor indirectly. All I do is run away from the situation and I’m trying to distract myself in your absence. However, in this present time I just couldn’t control myself so I’ve decided to do it for the first time. I’m happy to have a glimpse of your face and how you are doing. Please don’t mind me and carry on with your life. I don’t know what I want and I don’t want to drag you into my mess. I am torn in between hoping that you’ll wait for me and hoping that you’ll soon forget about me.